I’m so sad for who I used to be.

Updated: Dec 15, 2018

I look back on pictures of myself over the years of my marriage…

I am so sad for her.


She was so lost. 

wasn’t even present. 

Sometimes I don’t think I did anything for myself during that period of time. 

existed in automatic.


I didn’t know what I wanted...

I was so entangled with my responsibilities and those of the people around me.. 

so unclear on my boundary issues… 


I created and lived in a mess of others people stuff.

I was sick and lost. 


I am so grateful I was able to finally get a hold of who I am. 


definitely not repeating that pattern again. 


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